"I was sick of expecting answers, so I grabbed my chance and did what I thought was right. But things didn't go the way they were supposed to, and I was advised to wait for things, that would come with time. So I did. I closed my eyes and waited patiently...and waited,and waited,and waited,and waited...and I kept on waiting until I decided to do things my way...and of course I screwed everything but at least I didn't feel so useless, but then again, is it better to do something, even if it goes wrong, then do nothing I wait in doubt for something that may not come? Now, I'm more alone then before, but I guess I have less doubts then before, not that the truly important questions were answer, but only the more shallow ones. And now here I am...just waiting for destiny to knock on my door, or maybe I'll bump into it...or I'll just bump into something and mistake it for something else and get really frustrated and -"

"Hum...what would you like to drink?" Asked the waitress, as I stared blankly at the napkin I was talking to for over an hour. It's not like there was anyone else to talk to, and the salt was already bored with me.

-- 2005